memories....

yes, memories as mention in the title, and so too, the poem....

memories.... my past was so dark and yet so bright, sometimes, there's just nothing...

walking down my memory lane, back 7 years ago...

there was once a friend, a dear friend....

she once appeared into my darkness hole and shed light, but now, where is she?

her smile was so beautiful, her tears was always shed by me, her laughter is my beat.

my life has been in quiteness and darkness ever since our life path separated.

i'm fighting to search for happines that is cease off my life, perhaps temporarily....

these are the things i miss most in the earlier part of my life.

perhaps if i shall be able to see her again.....

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Quiet Emotions

by Judy BurnetteI always wanted more from you
than you were willing to give;
So now we've gone our separate ways
each with different lives to live.

The bond will always be there
the friendship always intact;
But the time for us has come and gone
and the pages of time, you can't turn back.

I will always be a friend to you
and wonder how you are;
The smiles and laughter I will remember
and our fights have become painless scars.

Sometimes on those busy days
when you've a thousand things to do;
Please let me glide slowly through your mind
and spend some time with you.

In that quiet moment
when you're surprised to find me there;
Just remember even with the distance between us
I am still someone who cares. http://www.netpoets.com/poems/lost/0319008.htm

love~life ? sorry, not at this age.

rejects people twice, and rejected as friends once.

some peoples have asked me if i will go on a relationship or do i have someone in my mind now.

perhaps, i have someone in my mind, but, is being rejected even as to be friends.

perhaps, i will learn to let something i love go. if it comes back, it's mine. if it never comes back, it never was.

to me, love shall go with the flow of life and trusts.

whoever i am bound and destined to love someday, even temporarily,  i shall love her with the flow of life, show her trust, care, and lights of life.

well, i wanted to let the feelings go, but, i dreamt about her last night, was a nice dream. perhaps, i shall have patience.

i will wait for the time i will be able to see her again...

Things I Love About You

by Anthony West

Your eyes which first held me captivated where I stood. Your smile to dazzle the sun and warm every corner of my soul. Your voice like a sparkling mountain stream which flows into my heart. Your walk and the way your gracefulness takes my breath away. Your hair about which I dreamed cascading into my face as you leaned over me. Your hands whose caress I crave to hold my face in their tenderness. Your arms I long to have around my neck as you pull me close to your warmth. Most of all everything you are changed the way I feel about my life. I love you.

june 5th

well, yesterday was a different day than always. my fam had a "kenduri arwah dan doa selamat", so yeah, most of my relatives and some of my brother's friend came. the Doa-s start after our Maghrib Prayers. It was a very peacefull momment when everyone in the house surrendered to God for help and mercy for the Lates and my brother who will be going NS nxt week. ok, so, after all is done, the guests ate the food that are already being set for dinner for everyone.