★✩★Azfar♣♣DaJiwang★✩★

moved !

2009-11-29T21:33:00.001+08:00

hey there earthlins ! officially moveedd...

mhmms, relink mee...

click here (:

some loooooooooooooooooooooong updates. ;D

2009-11-22T16:07:00.002+08:00

hey peepos ! back to civilization from an island farrrrrrrr farrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr farrrrrrrrrr awayyyyyyy,

1234567890987654321 Megameters [kilometers x1234567890987654321] from mainland. hohohs :B

shiokk manxxzzxzx !!!

ATC

First dayy: afternoon PT ahs?

1 o'clock, time we'd actually be chilliin ard.. woahh, needa follow haziq hady go find barber chop chop his hair..

jog throughout the way.. hmm -.-

tired sio searchiin.. tupid him uhs, told him go cut hair, he dun wan.. geez

denss, take boat to ubin and brisk walked(more like jog uhhs) to campsite.

shiok uhs.. denss, assembled and assigned to our groups..

first 2 frenss, Syzwani and some guy, i forget his name .___.

uhummss, and both from RSS (area 20)

sad luhhs, manage to get to noe both pepos quite ok and well, didnt manage to get their cntct infos. :(

denns dennns, take bus go changi

wot we did :

Potography.. quite okk uhhss, kinda a lil' clueless of wot the lalalas the clue were sayiin. -.-

poohs, then just follow the crew and try to gibb some support.

Low-rope course..omgs, censored suhh.. -.- some of us guys, our track pants come off a lil when

squeeziin thru e net..denss,some of e girls go giggle here and dere.. waaa. -.-

and yepss, met some new frens, Syakirah (lil' chimpanzeee), and mani2 others i forgot name. pooh -.=

shiiokk uhhs...

Kayakingg... i paddled like siaoo siaooo, den, forget to counter-balance here and then, capsize. -.-

poohs, fun siooo.. im lykee the onlyy boatt who kena capsize, uhums. and well, 'free-tow' by one of e instructor. ^^

shioook, shiiiok, syiooooooook ! free taxi ride. muohohohohs :B

Achieved:

- some new-met frens/acquaintances : a junyuan sec malay guyy,a rss big guy, Syazwani[RSS], Jannah[JYSS], Syakirah[Dono wot sch].

- greater disciplinarian in my mental and physical fitness.

- charisma-boost within 2 days

Regrets:

- missing my groupmates[and well, some noti secret,smrt2 undrstnd uhhs] already. :(

- didnt collect the contact infos of my grpm8s.. ):

wells, things have been great, in terms of discipline and teamwork.

sad though to be lost contact with one another, hmms...

wells, thinkin optimistically, i know that we have all mutually impacted on each other's life,

no matter how small.

As raindrops shown at a correct angle by the sun, we have shone some rainbows.

No matter what, our beautiful memories shall always remain with me in my heart.

Hope to see ya all again, guys and babes, in NPAP and in ATC.

As im typing, im tear-ing deep in my soul..

And a poem to you guys, Group 5~Cyan, ATC09 members..

Leaving

by Melvin Lee

On a day like today,
a young lady arrived
at the airport,
with family
and friends.

Her heart was heavy,
and she was sad.
For she knew the time
has come to leave
this Heaven and
return to the
far lonely
world
elsewhere.

Unsettling feeling
in her heart,
a kind of longing
to stay back forever.
A kind of familiar loneliness
that she was acquainted with,
comes to her again.

And she sighed,
wistfully, forlornly,
hoping again hope,
to stay in this limbo
of joy and
belonging
forever.

'Oh no, I'm leaving again',
she murmured,
hot tears threatening
to well in her eyes.

Bravely, she forced
a smile at her
loved ones.
Without much of
a second look,
she bid them
farewell.

In the plane,
the girl sat,
with eyes closed,
reliving those
wonderful
and fond
memories
she left behind,

and those sweet voices
and carefree laughter
that accompanied
every single image
that went fleeting pass.

Unconsciously,
a faint smile ghosted at her mouth.

'I'll see them again soon.
Take care, my loved ones,
I'll be back.'

Till here and farewell...
AzfarDAJiwang

short note.

2009-11-08T20:24:00.002+08:00

Greetings, my beloved Godsis.

how are you? i hope you're readin tis, but, hmm...

wells, it's been sometime since we contacted,

im missing you lots and lots, jiee. there's no more room left

for thinking in my mind, wondering how you are.

im sorry that your fone is being confiscated by your mum now, jiee.

I hope everything is fine with you there.

ATC coming's up soon, and we gotta get to meet each other soon ! Yay-ness ! :D

wells, till 20th November, i hope you'll stay on fine, alrights?

3 days 2 nights at ubin gonna be greats ! (:

Well, hope to hear from you soooon !

Till here, my beloved Jie.

Warm Hugs,

Azfar Hakim*Didi. (:

1 weeek enjoyament. (=

2009-11-05T19:48:00.002+08:00

hohoho, been sometime now since i last updatee.. kayy kayyy, will updatee on the moree recent ones firstt.

5th novemberrr:

wake up ard 10:45, at abang paul's house... guesstt rooom.. tired siowww.. =/

wake up, eat prata,entertain aunt, play ps3,makan nasi, play ps3 again, then go back home. (x

4th novemberrr:

nothing much uhh.. went out of house at 1750, go to kallang stadium, take mrt there.

was catching singapore's international friendly, Singapore vs indonesia.. sg won 3-1.

oldmanDuric scored twice, scorerMANIACalamshah scored one goal. uhummms..

the attendance was like damn low uh. the seats at east gate like 80% filled, north gate like 40% ? and the seats behind the

2 goal posts like super duper empty. -.- and uhhhh, no kallang waveee.. damn -.=

den, was raininggg anjeng and kucheng supe berat at kallang stadium uhh.. stayed on.. patriotic siow.

uhumss, den, on the way on the stad, i came across this indonesian guy uh, around 20 yrs old.

go wif him to the stad, cause he also going thereee.. yepyep, came all the way frm indonesia to watch tis match.. PATRIOTIC manzxzxzxzxz !

and oohhh, indonesian fans were like, a few only? and they like... omg.. supe supportive siow.

the whole stadium can only hear IN-DO-NE-SIA ! ohemgeezzz, like tht spirit, manzxzxzxzxz...

yeahh, den, after the match finish, met abang shaiful, and kak nadya. went back together to their housee..

uhumms..

3rd novemberrr:

hadd class bArbEcueee.. coolio ! gerekzxzxzxz man...

step my foot on ECP at 1655, reach Pit C10 at 1755... cool man. 1 hour walk...waddDAAtoot. -.-

hoho, supe tired uh manzxzxzxzzxz..... walked like uhh, 5kms? i think uh. feels like it. -.-

wooooo, den at last reach already... tirliao. luckily my beloved classmates got prepare some drinks for me already.

wooo, thank you manzxzxzxz. (:

fuuhh... syiok man.. babique here, bbabique there.... eat otahh, marchmelow(i tink thts how it's spelled uh], satayy, boneless cheeken,

yumms manzxzxzxzxzxz..

fuhh, but coolio moment is when, i found out im the one who killed my juniorr's prepaid.. bwahahahha.. serve u ritee, lady. >:D

muahahaha.. sorryyy uhh, but good thang is, u topup already bahh.. hoho

kayykayyy, dennnxx,played stress wif alvin uhh.. he bordx, so i entrtain him a lil'.i good fren bahh, ritee? geez, thks..

hoho.. fun sioww cooliow... snap candids and reals photosss here and theree.. 87 photos before my cam died. T____T

Rest in Peace, manzxzxzxz.... huhu

eat alot uhs. got home, beragapgokag trga!%$#%%!#$%13 ! everyth all come out down the white toilet bowl.

ahhh.. refreshening.. hoho..

manzxzxzxz, im gnna miss my 1D'08 2E'09 dudes and dudettes like lotsa lots, uhums?

My [D]ruggeh [E]cstacyy.. gonna miss u all lots manzxzxz...

feel free to leave a message on my fb/ call/text me, kays?

btw, Ecstacies, remember to join the Class FB grp Page hor.. to update ourslef mahh, click here.. to go

uhumss, some of the pixs, can ask from mee, Glenn Ho, MingYou, Nicole Tayy, Mohaid Lone, Eunicee Leee.

31st October:

last dayy of school, sad manzxzxz.. gonna miss my ecstacies like supe loads loads uh.

gottan my resultss..coolio, manage to promotio..uhumxx

denxx, at 1:15, left home to go for Jogathon. sad luhxx.. unable go friday prayers. :(

uhums..planned to meet upp Michellee****GodsissJieeeee (:,1445 at carparkk..

but, naww.. had to meet up someone else..uhumss.. wanna tell herrr, but her fone wif mumx. :(

hohox, jogged wiff Jieee for the jogathon...

she jogg supa slowwwwxx.. -.-||

sowieee agaiin, jieee.. had to leavee u againnn, was carryiin flaggeh.. hmmxxx :(

but, it'sss okayy Jieee, made up for uu... treatt u bubbleeteaa, uhumx?

heeh, hope u enjoy ee drinkx.

dennx, 1910, dismissall.. sadd manzxzxzxz, gonna miss Jieee.. :'(

Jieee, didi hope u readiin tiss, cozzz, didi miss ya, jiee.. =/

hmmssss, wanna watchh soccer match, sg vs thai nxt sat? hmms.. i got e tixs. (:

yepps, u hvnt been replyiin to my smses, jiee... hope u contact me sometime sooon,

im gettiin worried and is wonderiin if everyrhs fine there wif uu. :)

loveyaa forever, Jieee.. takecare,uhrs?

and hhmmms, thkss for everythh.. hehsxx (:

okaysss, till here,homosapienss..

off now !

Sealed with sincerity...

★✩★AZFAR♣♣DAJIWANG★✩★

QuizO

2009-10-29T18:49:00.003+08:00

1.Who is the last person who tagged you?

Allyahh -.-

2.The relationship between you and her/him?

uhh... seniorr and juniorrr? ^^

3.Your 5 impressions on her/him?
scary,scary,scary,scary,scary !

4.If she/he becomes your enemy,you will?
i will become a lion and eat her up.. >:(

5.What will you say to the person whom you like very much?
eyhh, da mamam? hoho ^^

6.The characteristic(s) you love about yourself is ...?
I'm jiwang-er than any jiwangs in this world. hoho ^^

7.The characteristic(s) you hate about yourself is ...?
Trust people easily. -.-
8.For the person you hate you say ...?
i don say. i stare at them.. >.>
9.What do people feel about you?
Idk, how should i know. I never ask.
10.Who do you have a crush to?
cant tell. ;D
11.The most ideal person you want to be is ...?
AzfarDAJiwang. ^^ ohh waitt, thts me already ! ^^
12.Pass this quiz to 10 people.[no need to do luuhs, ]
1) Haziq Hady

2) Erra Nadhirah
3) Nurashikin
4) Allyah Syakirah [ pass back to u. -.- ]
5) Hafriz Danial
6) michelle**Jieee ^^
7) Su'aidah
8) Huda*Adiik. (:
9) muhd Sufian
10) Ahmadd**2A
13. If no 5 & 7 were together,what would happen?
i'll be there holding the flower for them.. ^^
14.who does no. 5 like?
hohoho, you dont know, but i know. still, i wont tell. ;D
15.who does 9 like?
me ! -.- feel soo gayyy. =/
16.say something about no.8
My adiik. ;D
17.Who is no.2?
My great listener. ^^
18.Talk about no.3
Best-to-annoy-friend. ^^
19.Who is no.10's bestie?
ouhhhh i doonoo ! =/
20.Who is the sexiest person among the 10 people.
don wan sayy luhhh, later they kembang big big. -.-
21.What colour does no.4 like?
uhmm, black, grey, i tink?
22.Is no .4 single?

hoho. i tink sooo
23.What is your relationship with no.1?
The broooothers
24.Are no.5 and 6 bestfriends?

noope. they don even noe ea other.
25.What is no.9's surname?

none. o.O
26.What is no.7's surname?

none. O.o
27.What things do you wish to say to no.8?

adiik, stay cute ! ^^
28.What you would do to help no.9?

give him a tight smack on his face. >:)
29.Who does no.1 admires?

Got laah some people. Ahem.
30.Where does no.1 stay at?

Tampines st ** block ***, # **-***

classified information... censored. ^^
31.Does the 10 of them know who you like?
uhumm.. i like them alll. hoho. -.-
32.What do you need to say to no.6?

loveee uu, jieee ! thks for beingg by my sidee alwaysss ! didi lovee euu ! ^^
33.Who is no.10's spouse?

hohoho, u don wanna noe. ^^

taklehh angkatttsss.....

2009-10-27T16:37:00.002+08:00

haixxx, da lamer tak update.. eheh.

alwite2... okayyy, jadii, this 2 dayss [ nari ngn smalam], ok2 je luhh...

monday [ 26th oct] gi skola..dngr 'talk' by sape entahh, aku punn da luper.. eheh...mendak siowww.. -.-

kayy luhh, itu part yng ter-mendak..

kay kay.. pastu, lepas skola, gi GYM ngn si Ziq21st ** Brooo.

train cardioo, abs ngn weighs... gerek uhh kn, da lamer tk gii GYM... haix haix

penattt penattt... pastu at last, satu badan rase cam jelly. -.-

uhummm.. pastu kol 13:45 check out den, gi Tampines rovers training ground utk inter-cca gamess dayyy..

maen defender.. pastu asal bole slide opponent tak menjadi. -.-

pastuu ade satu parttt, referee cakap aku handball... padahal bore-to-hand siow.

bodo puye keling. -.-

tapi ok uhhh, aku wall dapat block the bola...si freekicker tendang tak pass...

pastu, si opponent lagi satu da dapat bola... aku slide tackle..

dapat the bola den clear out depan uhh.. bdak tk senonoh je clear out blakang. -.- xD

match results :

NPCC 1-0 Volleyball

NPCC 2 - 0 PA crew

NPCC 2-1 Boy's Brigade

NPCC 2 - 3 Band

so welll, won 2nddd... Silver Trophy beb. ;D

in the end, my daerah the left elbow ter-skinned ngn ade abrasion...

my left near the pantat (>.>) lebam big big pastuu swolllen lagiikkk...

case slide cam nk rak uhh.

pastu, gi sportshall, mandi.. den gi food culture kat century square,

makan nasi pattaya ngn ice kachang**with durian (x

pastuuu, gi skolaa baliiik utk campfire..

lambat nk dkt stengah jam suhhh..

den, aku ngn haziq dudok satu corner... badly injured perhh..

tgk budakk laenn semuee hafff funnn... sheeshhh...

and den, my godsiss, Michelle... keeps on pulling me to join innn..

waahhhh.. i supe injured still wan me to dance here there... >.>

canooot luhh jieee.. eheh, sowiiee !

pastu balik, tido, letak ice pack kat bawa left pantat. swollen luhh ! :x

uhum, and todayyy

gi skool kol 0703.. gerek uhhh... narii interclass.. dapat main bola lagik.

aku first 2 match maen keeper.. pastu subsequent tukar defender pulak uh.

takleh angkat uhhh.. da overly worn out.. haixxx

these are the score results..

2E 0 vs 2 2A - thumb crack suh bile nk save bola.. -.-

2E 2 vs 0 2J

2E 3 vs 0 2c

2E 2 vs 0 2b

2E 3 vs 1 2A - Final Result

2E First, 2A second. (x

penatt suhh... pastu da abis game.. .gi sports hall mandi lagikk ngn ahmad and Haziq

si ahmad tak senonoh.. -.-

half-naked, stakat pakai sluar dalam kat dalam toilet. -.-

satu lapis suhh dier.. skin ngn tulangg.. muscle ade uhh skiit.uhum

pastu da abis mandi, pakai baju semuee...jalan gi food culture kat century square...

makan ice kachang lagik.

Sms-ed my juniorrr pastuu shee was likee supee eff-ing jealousss.. bwahahahahah (x

hahaks.. pasttuu sampai situu je luhh..da abis makan.. teros balik.. tido -.- (my smile)

uhum, till here uhhh.. uhh, updatee supe long. -.-

bbye !

AzfarDAJiwang

to mom:

2009-10-24T17:15:00.002+08:00

heyyy mom !

Assalamualaikum ! (x

heeh. i noe u wont be readiin tis, in fact, i doubt u'll read tis. :o

anywayyy mumm ! happppppyyyyyyyy belatedddddddd birthdayyyyyyyyy !

i noee i haf been a badd boii for tis 14 yrss... imma changee mom ! ;)

anywayyy mom ! Az will always doa for u that you'll have a long lifeee, okieee? ;)

and mommmmmm, i miss your chapati ! your umm, love hugss.. mom !

i need you alotttt... but sighhhh, u seem to have been ignorinn me nww.. :/

mommm ! no matter wottt u dooo, i'll alwayss be yr sonnn, okiee?

i wannn u beee happiie alwayss ! i'll be there for u tilll the time the Angel of Deaths takes away my Soul.

I will take caree of youu,mum !

be happyyy alwwayyysss okieee?

heeeh !

love ya moommie !

and oohhh mom, i wan join Jeet Kune Do ! pls pls pls. (:

Take care mommmm !

your sooonieee,

Azfar Hakim Bin Abdul Rahman

FuyOh FuyOh FuyOh !

2009-10-21T21:16:00.003+08:00

eyyy ! (x

hehehe, wooooohoooooooo ! things gettin better here nw ! (Alhamdulillah ! Allahu Akhbar) (:

heh.. okie dokie, here it goesss..

todayyyy, reach sch att... woahh ! check my watch..0735...

so earlyyy.. -.-

arghh ! so welll, reach sch... go toilet.. go baack schhh..go toilet.. go baack schhh..go toilet.. go baack schhh..go toilet.. go baack schhh..go toilet.. go baack schhh..go toilet.. go baack schhh..go toilet.. go baack schhh..go toilet.. go baack schhh..go toilet.. go baack schhh..go toilet.. go baack schhh..go toilet.. go baack schhh..go toilet.. go baack schhh..go toilet.. go baack schhh..go toilet.. go baack schhh..go toilet.. go baack schhh..go toilet.. go baack schhh..go toilet.. go baack schhh..go toilet.. go baack schhh..go toilet.. go baack schhh..go toilet.. go baack schhh..go toilet.. go baack schhh..go toilet.. go baack schhh..go toilet....

And The Cycle Just Repeats ! (X

lololx ! woooo... denn, sch starts at 8:40... nathional anthem..pledge..attire n groomin ! (x

mr chiang( i tink...forgotten who spoke uhhh).. sayy on the PA systemm..

"Alrights teachers, for todayy, please checkk the hair"...

i was like.. WHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAATTTTTTTTTTTTTT??????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

good news, miss ho forgotten ( AT FIRSTT !! )

den, stupid cherry (cherie ang !) go paotao meeee.....wahhhh, go remind teacher to check my hair !

den, wif just one glanceeeee.....

"okayy azfar, go down to the staff room now..."

i was like... arghhhh !!! sheeshhh...dumdum fringe...

good thing, mr K. gave me some chance..jst trimm my fringe...sheeshh..

yeahh,frankly speakiin, he's a nice mann...

first disciplinarian act in my sec sch lyfe suhhh (not in my sch lyfe tho)

boohoooo.. then mother tongue.. cikgu danial couldnt find my work... -.-

damn himm.. arghh ! need redo my compo and formal letter.. >.>

wokayyy... then for the remainin time of they dayyy, gotten my english math and lit...

kayy kayy, my score results..

term 4 components..

english - [51/100] -coallition of term 1 to 4 results- miracle beb !

sci - [68/100]

mathh - [67/100]

lit - [22/75]

history - [40/80]

music - B+

dNt - B4

mother tongue - [69.5/100] WHAAAAAAAATTTTTTTTTT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

lolx, thts all uhhh for my term 4 results....sheeshhh..nt bad kan?

except for my eng,hist and lit.. haixx..

kayyss,, thts all, peepos ! after schhh, i went to GYM, work out one hour 15 mins, dahh tiredd luhh, and day was gettin late... haixx...

ran for like 5 mins..3 timess?? tired suhh.. 10kmH some more.. haixx..heh

and oohhhhh, to my dearestt arm, get well soon! been freezin u, but u jst cant get betteer.

sighhhh, if it wont work, i'd consider hot water-boilin u, dearrrr. =/

heh... hematoma for one week alreadyy..wot's worst to expect suhhh?

operation, i tinkk.. -.-

well, thts all abt mee..

and well, my dearesttt adiik, Hudaa, take care of yrself tau !

see e doct soon, sayang.

seriously, u dont know wot u will haf to expect. :/

and, thankss for shariin tis wif mee..

i'd promise i'll lend you my tearriinss shoulder,

and wellllllllllll, (x

and to Allyah :

fuyOh ! fuyOh ! fuyOh ! fuyOh ! fuyOh ! fuyOh ! fuyOh ! fuyOh ! fuyOh ! fuyOh ! fuyOh ! fuyOh ! fuyOh ! fuyOh ! fuyOh ! fuyOh ! fuyOh ! fuyOh ! fuyOh ! fuyOh ! fuyOh ! fuyOh ! fuyOh ! fuyOh ! fuyOh ! fuyOh ! fuyOh ! fuyOh ! fuyOh ! fuyOh ! fuyOh ! fuyOh ! fuyOh ! fuyOh ! fuyOh ! fuyOh ! fuyOh ! fuyOh ! fuyOh ! fuyOh ! fuyOh ! fuyOh ! fuyOh ! fuyOh ! fuyOh ! fuyOh ! fuyOh ! fuyOh ! fuyOh ! fuyOh ! fuyOh ! fuyOh ! fuyOh ! fuyOh !

amekko, juniorr ! bwahahahahaha... i bet she's nt readiin tisss.

TATA TITI TUTUs !

AzfarDAJiwang ! (x

sun rising ! ^.^

2009-10-19T12:58:00.005+08:00

heeh ! am happiee happiee happiee nwww! (x

wellll, Thou hasn't Forsaken me. :)

Lesson and tests by God, i did well and at last, my day is getting better and better ! weeeeeeeeee ^.^

okieee, first thing first !

me and my Dearestttt adiiiik**Huda da okiiie okiie balik ! (:

heh. sowie, alwite, my dear adiik? am just tryin to give u some time to think of wott u wan to achieve 15 down the roaddd, and well, i thought that perhaps, i've done alot of distraction to u n a short separatn will be fwinee wif uu...

but,haixxx, i onli caused u to feel more misereble and anxious :/

heh. abannggggggggggggggg promiseeeee, abang will never leave adiik again, alwites?

Gib me a call/sms if u need me ! cause i know you been needing mee.. heeh

luv ya, my lil tibet. ^.^

and ooohhhhhhhhhh, a big Big BIg BIG BIGG BIGGG thanks to the followin ANGELS!! for makiin my dayy everydayy ! weeeeeeeeee x)

My lil' rascal tibet(hehehe!) : Huda*DearesttttttAdiik!

Twin broo: Haziq HAdy**KemekBoii

Jieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee***godSis : Michelle

My Juniorrr***broo! : Hafriz Danial !

My great cook ! : Mummieeeeeee!!!***Rohany bte Ramli

My great ATM! : Daddieeeeeeee!!!***Abdul Rahman bin Abdul Rahim

My atukk**actin : Nurashikin !

My Great listenerrr : Erra Nadhirah !

My "bestiee tk layan2 langsong" : Elyaa Deeaanaaaa

My Stalkerr***Privacy invoker -.- : Khairul Azhar

My GayFrens...sshheessshhhh >:( : CalvinLoooooooooo, Muhd Danial

My CondomBrothers (x [inside jokeeee] : Nicholas Tan,Edmund,Lee ming Zhang!

My Rascal***IrritatingJUNIOR : Allyah Syakirah(patrickkk**beyloo ! ;P >.<), Su'aidah(spongebob :/ )

My classBESTIES : Alvin Hoo! Gan xiaooo hui ! Jasper Lai !

My classIRRITATORbugger**hmph! : Eunicee**Piggie [ stupid pinchie. ]:< ], nicole tayy ko shing!

my neww acquaintance***new fwen : Nurul Hazirah - thks beb for lending me a shoulder! (x

my Jiwang**Partner : Shubliii

Tata titi tutu !

Have a greatt dayy alll !

AzfarDAJiwang

farewell...

2009-10-15T07:24:00.004+08:00

when the sun sets of 13th september, our first messages came.
18th september, we became siblings.
Through thick and thins, i've tried my best to show up my responsibility as an abang.
But, fate has at last decided that we have to go through a different life path now.
But, before i'd finally and completely leave your life, for now....
I want you to know that I treasures my adiik more than i treasure anyone living around me.

I've made promises to you. But, what does promises meant to me?
It is to be preserved and to be broken when the right time comes...
this is called sacrificing.

Once our path are set to be separated, we will no longer be as close as before.

But, i want you to know.....

It takes a long time for me to fully remove someone from my life.

Even now, there is someone who has been in my mind for 8 years.

I'd answer your call if you'd call,

I'll answer your sms if you textes,

I'll answer your bed-time cries.

All in the midst of quiet and calmness...
And to make our departure ends peacefully such that you'd have good night sleeps,

i have a small gift of a token of appreciation to you for being a someone.

I shall hand it to you this Sunday, 18th Oct. 09 Smiles always, alright? Treat our departure as a separation...perhaps temporarily.

We shall meet again someday, if Allah permits.

Till then,
Assalamualaikum,
Azfar Hakim

kate2 terakhir utk adiik terindah?

2009-10-14T21:03:00.002+08:00

heyz adiikku, huda. hmm, abg ade bnyk nk ilang adek. tapi, mase kesuntukkan luh.

abg nt sure bile we can communicate lagy. tapi, its ok.

dalam my suratan ini, abang akan katakan luahan hati abang ini...

abg cume nk mintak yng dari sekarang, kite harus mula utk menjauhi diri..

dah bnyk salah paham yng terjadi akibat persahabatan kite..soph,yr mum, and bnyk2 lagi.. haizz..

pertolongan abg yng ikhlas ini akhirnye.. jadi satu munasabah....

maafkan abg...

tetapi, sebelum abang pergi dari hidup adiik, abang nk buat satu pertolongan terakhir..

utk adiik dan ibu adiik....hmmm

selepas misi abang sudah selesai, abang akan secara perlahan-lahan,

lenyap dari hidup adiik.

abg tk nk adiik rase sedih nie semue...

abg pernah bilang adiik yng abg nie sensitive kepade orng laen, and abg lebih mementingkn diri orng lain.

jika persahabatan semenjak 13 september perlu diakhiri di sini, jadilah ia..

kalau Illahi mahu kita untuk bertemu semula, maka kita akan bertemu lagi.

jika tidak. mungkin, selamat tinggalah wahai adiikku yng tersayang ini.

janganlah adiik mengenang kisah2 lama kita bersama. biarlah memori itu hilang dan lenyap dan tidak terjumpa.

Sampai di sini, adiik.

Abang tersayang,

Azfar Hakim...

worn out....

2009-10-14T20:14:00.002+08:00

eyy peeps ! am back (:

alwitess, shall update on 2 dayss.

smalam(131009)

gi jalan2 raye ngn budak tnps.. shafiq KANGKANG, aimanPRATA and Afiq nahar uhh..

first house gi umah Aqilah... kiwekk, bile mase si Aqilah serve shafiq KANGKANG air... cair abes sehh.. wahahahahaha !

pastu gi umah shafiq KANGKANG uhh.. dier masakkan kiteorang scramble eggs.. bole tahan luhh, tak diarrheo.. HAHA! (da leh kawin uhh tuu dokkk) (x

pastu third house gi umah makcik aiman kat punggol, coz umah dier, dier da pindah kat JB(jalan buto..woo seram ! hahahak) coz dad dier ade hal luhh, nxt year maybe pindah alik. haha, pastu dalam taxi, aku ngn shafiq KANGKANG nyanyi lagu jiwanggg.... takleh angs suh ! sampai si aiman ckp, kiteorang due budak aru klua IMH.. wahahaha.. meanieeeee >:(

heeh... den kat umah dier kan.. si aiman ngn kangkang maen snooker cam... aiyo.. haha. nenek si aiman plak... ketawe takleh maintain.. hhuhuhuuu..=/

pastuuu. go my house ! nth much luh, aku uatkan dorang air mango.. (abang bujang buat tauu.. jngnn maenn uhhh! ) heeh.

pastu, last house gi umah afiq nahar... the maid masakkan cheese fries.. tapii kesiannnn seyh, by the time sampai, da cam lemau skit. heh

yeahh, pastu, kiteorang semue chiao! alek. (x

narii (141009)

kayy, bangun kol 6:45, smbhyng subuh pastu gi tido alik ! heh.

pastu, sms my kawan2 uhhh ajak sape nkk gyy GYM.

aku tanye 5 ekor, 2 ekor je nk gyy.. apadaa...

train dari kol 1130 sampai 1330 pastu gi lunch jap. kol 1500 continue lagik sampai 1630.

uhum.. pastu gi street soccer court, tengok budak2 maen bola.. pastu balek uh.. mendak suhh

sampai skaarang maseh rindu the GYM. see u next time, GYMMMMMMMMMM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (x

haha, tata titi tutu...

With lotsa misses,

AzfarDAJiwang

smwilee? (:

2009-10-12T17:48:00.002+08:00

helloooo adiiik ! (x

heeh, dah lamer tak smses ehh? i miss swuuswuu, booobooo hugs, i-care-for-you-and-will-be-there-for-you kisses and huggies. =/

its okiee adiik, things will get better soon. i promise ! i will talk to yr mummie. she'll understand.

btw adiik, u can call me anytime u wann ! even at 0155 am, haha! ;)

okiee dokieee, smwilee and happiee happiee always kaess, dearr? abang dont want to see a bubu in you. i wan you to lead a happy life, well-loved and well-cared.

"there are hidden things in life so exposed, but complicated to understand." this self-made phrase is how i've been leadin my life, even when im unhappy and whenever anyone saddens me.i knoww.. i just knoww..every tests by God, He'll help me. He will never abandon His believers. (:

Take caress alwitess, sweetheart?

**hugs adiiik sooo tight and let her feel the warmth of my bodily care that i shall slowly sees her jovial disposition. and gently, gives her a passionate peck on her cheeks**

Loves you, adiik

AbangJiwang*Dove (:

penattt ! ugghhh ! =/

2009-10-11T21:20:00.002+08:00

heeh, been a long time since i last updated. =/

okayy okayy, so saturday..

saturday, me, fahmi,khai, shikin, faezah, fai'zah, nadiah, elya,suaidah and fi'la go jalan2 raye together uhh..

1st house..fahmi..parent dier tkde kat umah..pastu, kirekan, dier tuan rumah seorang je uhh yng ade knn.. tapi, tk gune punye tuan rumah.. tak tawuu serve tetamu.. haiyo ! haha

2nd house gi rumah elya.. makan mee ape entah aku pun tak tawu.. cume makan je uhhh.. wahahaha !

3rd house gi rumah Suaidahh*junior uhh... her mom masak ayam masak merah with nasi ayam sedap seyh ! the sambal got on my throat's nerve. =/

heeh, but still, it's quite nice ! like it tho. o.O nxt year raye can cook again. woot !

4th house, gi rumah shikin/faezah. makan macaroni...fuhh sedapp jugakk luhh, not badd.. tapi, the thing is.. aku ade satu 'gene' dlm aku yng buat aku saket perot skit2 lepas makan makanan cam.. 'berat2' semuee..yeahhhh

5th house, gi fatiin nye condo.. fuiyooo ! adee atticc.. gerek seh ! pastu kat swimming pool dier, only 11 of us, aku maen lagu

'Your Call by Secondhand Serenade' kuat2 gile ! xD

cam gerek luhh, her house.. condo, ade attic, ade swimmin pooll semueeee... ***fantasizing*** hehehe

6th house, gi umah fa'izah/fi'la..good2.. not bad. cite hannah montana the movie.. bole tahan luhh.. heh

yeah ! then 7th house, rumah akuu.. da penat gile suhhh worn out ! da ngantuukk, yawnn semuee.. heeh

ye laa, aku, leh ibaratkan cam 'waiter'.. heeh, aku buatkan air untuk dorang semuee... mango juice.. amacam koorang, sedap tk? heeh, actually kan, mango juice is the hardest juice for me to make, especially when makin the perfect taste and healthy. (:

kayyy, noww.. narii ! SUNDAY !

kul 0150 pagi, my adiik tersayang smsed me. 'Abang, you awake dear?' heh. sowie sayang, my pp8 was burnt didnt get to reply back to you. :(

heh, den at 0625, she smsed me again saying that she cant go teens alive because her shirts all are nt ready yet.

hmmm, then, she arugued and tussled wif her mummy and at last gets to go for teens alive..

but, so sedih seh, her fone, her mom take. :(

doon worrie, ok, my dear adiik? earning one's trust is hard after a sometime of scar in the heart. give her some time, pray to Allah that He will open your mum's heart and see the nice side of you.

Abang will always be there to care and love for you, my dear adiik ! cheer up okiee, dear? (:

well yeahh, tht answers my question of why she's quiet and cramped when goin to teens alive class jst now. =/

heh, then nakk baliik, we both balik together uhh.. take 17... promised to arm wrestled in the bus at upper deck..last seat..

but...butt.. =/

when e bus arrive and go upper deck... the behind side soo crowded seyh ! woahhhh :'(

cant arm wrestle her...gggrrr!hmph ! heeeheehe. takpe, there's still more sundays and meet-ups to come, right, dear? >:)

muahahahahahaha.. hehehe..then, gooodie thing is, i managed to pinch her cheek twice ! hehehe. sowiee adiik if it hurttted =/

but, heheh, i've been wanting to do it ! (x

yeahh, sent my adiik till her house lift there luh, takot kalau pape jadi kat dier per otw. heh

pastuu, dahh.. take 17 lagi, balek umah ! fuiyooo... selerak suhh rumah ! wahahaha

bukan selerak barang2 uhh.. tapi, selerak makanan 'catering'.. my uncle ordered cause, he ade jemputan raye by his 'private group' yeps. heh

the tempat is.. bukit batok community clubb..

fulemakk.. aku leh kire cam 'mat tukang buat air'... refill water container tempat 'store' air syrup rose sampai 7-8 kali suhh.. heh, biase uhh, BROOJIwang buat air rose syrup JIWANG...tak lehh anggss ! conferm nak lagi ! wooh. heh

heeh, pastu, sampai setengah jam, aku carik rose syrup botol..da shortage suhh..

lerr, korang ingat aku kembang big big ni semueee, tkde keje laen perh? penat jugakk tauu.. bikin air semue...the rase have to be sedapp!

yeah, sampai sini je luhh, dalam kol 6:30 gitu, the 'jemputan hari raye' da abes.. pack up, baliik...

penattt seyhhh !! satu badan crampp.. ggrrrr !

heh, besok plannin nk gyy GYM ! (x

kayyy, till here peepos !

AzfarDAJiwang

BOOMZ !

2009-10-09T17:35:00.002+08:00

yeahhh, BOOMZ! HEHEHE.. totally addicted to Risloww alreadyy.. heh

BIGINI ! ZEBRAA PRINTTS ! YOU KNOW, YOU KNOW?!?! HAHAHA (X

heeh... todaayyyy was greattt ! (x

last paper sehhh.. to myy dearestt adiikk,, Nurul Hudaa,, doon be jealouss tauu ! next whole week mee noo skewll !! muahahahaha hehehe

heheheh, anywayy knn, me and my adiik dh buat satu 'script/line' baru..

whenever she say 'abggggg meanieeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ',

i will sayy ' im justt beeinnggg niceeee and acts flattered !' woot ! (x

confiirm, she'll merajuk and show the cutee facee.. heehee, then cn take pic (:

pastuuu, tadi lepas last paper, teroosss gy GYMMM !!!! (X heh, target actually nak besarkan myy shoulderr musclee..tapiii, haixyo, keep on training my leg musclee.. in the end, balik rumahh.. jellwyy sehh ! wahahhahaha ! =/

next week, tuesday, wednesday,thursday,saturday, sunday, dahh plann nk gyy GYM lagiik !

tapii, most probably kat tampines changkat CC punyee luhh. (x

lepas work-out... dalam kol 1300 gituu, gi smbhyng jumaat luhh.. heh, pastu kat entrance masjid nmpk my kawan2 tnps lamer...wooh !!... aimanPrata(jiwa jiwanggg brooo ! (x ], shafiqq KangKANG...WAHAHAHA ! AMEKKKO ;P

pastu, we all smbhyng samer2 kat fieldd.. den gy street soccer court maen bola ! on the wayy, nampak budak2 ex-tnps lagiik ! naufal,hassan dannn, lagi satu ketot, terlupe plak namerr.. heheh

pastuu, dahh uhh.. penatt, mendakk semuee,, baliik..

den, aiman naik 34, kene gi punggol gy rumah nenek dierr(wooohh, granny's boy seyyy WAHAHAHAHAHA )

pastu, aku ngn si shafiq KANGKANG, gi inter, dier beli mcd, aku beli oreo peppermint... naek 293..baliiikkk !! heeh

anndd ooohhhhh, cnnt wait for tmr !! goin out with sec1s and sec2s go jalan2 raya ! (x

heheh.. alwiiites, till here, Jiwangers !

anythinn, do textt,yeaa??

With lots of Jiwang lovesss,

AzfarDAJiwang...

nariee !

2009-10-07T18:47:00.002+08:00

hello people of the world !!!! hehehe (x

todayy,, gud2.. math paper2... kinda easy suhh ! wahahahhahaa...

then paper finish... walk to inter, buy oreo-peppermint ice blend..my fabvvv

heh...

yepss, then went back home...

go home, played abang nas's psp and then, on comp and listen to my jiwang playlist..!! hehe.

yeahh uhhh... heh, then at 1300, smsed my adek, where is she nww.. cause last nite we promised to go take the cip cert at masjid Istighfar together...

heh.. yeps, then waited for her and at 2:50 there then,, we board a bus 3 and go together uhh...

senyap2 jee seyhh.. haha..

my adekk... da 'case' ngantuk.. ape nk ckp luhh kan.. heh

hahak..den, after da amek the cip cert... hantar uhh my adekk balekk.. cause, she's kinda sleep and tired and takot kalau on e way, she pengsan or somethin luhh.. heh

yeah, reluctant to let her carry... hmmm, im being a nice abang, okayyyyyyyyyy????? :P

then.. hahak, took some candid pics of hers and she tried to snatch my fone awwayy.. but noooooooo wayyy, im 173 cm ! uu canot reach me... HAHA (x

yeahss, sent her to her block downstairs.. didnt haf any of her sibling's number to ask them to pick her up...

dennn, haiyoo.. naek.. turun balik... God knows wots she up to.. heh

yeaa,, den, i folo her go back to near the bus 3 there... talk2 awhilee.. she wanna delete some of e pic frm my fone, but -sigh-- to badd, adekk..

u need to go work out at gym before u can snatch it away frm mee.. hehe

yeahhs, actually, i didnt purposely wanna miss soo many busses(as mentioned in her bloggiee)... jst tht well,

i wanna sit downn termenung first...heh, its a once in awhile i get to see you tauu, adek..

heh, den ard 1610 den we walk off luhh... byee !

heeh. anyways to Soph (soto) [HAHA!] and my adekkk, last long forever tauu ! i'll always treat you both like my own adekk, although hudaa is the only one who is my adekk.. heeh !

tell mee if theres anything alright, you both??

heeh. alwites !

chiaooo !

back to lorong jiwang aku....

AzfarDAJiwang

heyz !

2009-10-06T18:24:00.003+08:00

heyz ! being a long time since i updateee.. hehehe

anywayss, last few days being alright... exams all the way ! but, i think, i feel like im doing much better for my this exam. (x

yeahhh... welll, lotsa motivations from my loved oness,especially hudaa*adek and yeps, my teachers. (:

hehehe.

yeahhhs, then, tht time sunday, teens alive supe sYIOK !

hehehe. berjiwang throughout the class ! stuuuuuuuuuuupiddd danialll.. skarang, satu kelass da tawu aku Jiwangster seyh ! ugghhh ! heeh (x

then, our ustazah bring some kueh for us to eattt ! weeeeee (x

hehehe.

then kann, got one tis one snack... soo crunchy seyh ! heh.. till e crumbs all fall off frm my hand. heh..

thenn, evryone look at me... D:

hehehe... pastu, my ustazah tell me, next time bring bip. D: !

heh. then, till nw, my adekk keeeepp on tautin mee.. ggrrr ! heh

alwites, til here. (:

AzfarDAJiwang

decision...

2009-10-01T14:23:00.003+08:00

sigh..my mind has been in a whirl these few days...sophian, hudaa, haziq..3 peoples that im trying my best to mentally come up with a decision...

hmm... at the same time, not contradicting anyone of themmm.. sometimes my feelings, i wonders if im faking them or if it's actually real...

haziq, my bro for lifee, i Swear, i will be by your side no matter what happens to you. I want you to be there for me bro. You picked me up when im down.. and, you confronted me when i slashed... You promised that we will be One Blood..hidup-mati....

to sophian and huda.. i hate myself... i hate myself for being a friction to both of you... your relationship. why must i come in between of a relatnshp that has been going for a long time already...

huda, as an abang, i've just want to be there for you and to care for you and to be your listenin ears... but, im afraid that i may have gone too far towards you, my dear adek. i just want you to be happy, with sophian...no matter what he does...

i'll be there for you to pick you up when you're down and when anyone dares to hurt you...

sophian... as a senior ahead of you, i just want you to know that im not someone who you may have thought i am in the first week...

im a fighter who defends others feelings and when my adek tells me about her downs when with you, i hoped that i could do something to make up for both of you... but, sighh, fate just contradicts me..

adek,,,feelings can come in a night, but it can slowly fades in the day... make a right decision and do not hurry into a decision that can hurt someone who loves you most and someone who you have loved.

these is all i've want to say.... do sms me if you 3 feels down about anything, alrites?

AzfarDAJiwang (:

rayeee !

2009-09-23T20:11:00.003+08:00

alwitesss... time fliesss... soo cepatt seyhh.. tibalah hari keempat syawal.. haizzz.. perasaan rindu terhadap ramdhan masehh adee.. =(

anyway ! mase hari pertame dngn kedue hari raye... collectn cume... hmmm..secret ! heheh.. tapy, ok2 luhh, dpt lawat 6 rumah totall.. uhumm.. first dayy gii rumahh my paternal nenek, pastu to my first aunt. heheh, her sonn kann.. married to a muallaf tauu... amiinnn ((: pastuuu, gi rumahh my second senior aunt. (:

den, second day raye, we first2 gi rumah aunti ramahh, denn gi umahh pak ngn mak "etek". sampai skarangg, aquu ponn takk tawuu luhh kenape my mom's generationn panggil the couple "mak etek and pak etek". -sighhhh- wieerdd sehhh..

k luhhh,, thesee feww dayss, kat skuull quite mendakkk luhhh... gi skuul, blaja, balik, tidor. bangon, blaja... tuu luhhh my rutin seharian for these feww dayss semenjak selepass hari raye.. pastuu kannn,, at leasttt kann,,

adee my beloved adekk utk layann meee.. yeayyy !!! wooo ! hahaks... she promised me utk nyanyikan lullaby,,tapy sampai skarangg belum2 nyanyikan... ishhhhh... haiYooo =/

hahaks... anywaysss, a short poem for you yer, my dear adek?

itss for welll, thkkss for being a great listenin earr and someone yng understandss me alottt and always tryy to pick me upp when im down. (;

The Wishing Star

"Stars are made for wishing on"
My very best friend told me
So I gazed upon an October night's sky
And I picked the brightest star I could see

I named my star Huda
A very special name
Now that this star had a title
She was all mine to claim

I thought about what I wanted
Something that I could wish for
But as I thought about my wish I realized
Into this process should go much more

Huda should know my thoughts
Behind each and every wish
So before I made my wish that night
I told to Huda this

I could wish for money
Because my family is very poor
However to be rich, money is not a necessity
A person needs so very much more

I could wish for that special someone to like me
And say those three little words
But love is a much more sacred link
That comes on a path with thousands of curves

I could wish to be famous
To be someone other than myself
But self worth is measured by much more than
Having the most trophies on your shelf

Instead I want to be rich in spirit
Sound in soul and mind
I wish that when I see the pot at the end of the rainbow
Character is what I will find

Instead I wish for understanding
And courage in matters of love
I pray I'll meet the special someone
And through tough times we will rise above

Most of all I wish for the ability to know and like
Who I am and what I have become to be
And I ask that you help me realize
That I am special even if that's not what I always see

I thanked Huda for listening to
My wishes and my dreams
And there she is shinning bright
No matter how dark it seems

Huda listens to all I say
Even though she live in a world so far
But no matter where either of us end up living
She will always be my wishing star. (:

ramadhan and syawal

2009-09-19T11:50:00.003+08:00

-sigh-. Ramadhan's leaving us soon and syawal's bound to arrive in a few hours time. Thank You Ramadhan for being the sweetest holy month of all months. BEcause of You, i have been able to controll my nafsu, my angers and my bad sides. I hope to meet you again next year,Ramadhan Ar-Mubarrak. And to syawal, welcome back after a year. I hope that this year's syawal will be as meaningfull as the Ramadhan has been to me.

I shall Miss all those who have left me for eternal life.

alwites. well, thiss week have been rather booooredddddd.. =//

yeapss... here's how the patternn goess

7:00 - go sch

3:15 -reach home

4:30 - sleep

7:00 - wake up and break fast.

8:00 - went for night prayers.

10:00 - arrive back home... do homework...play psp...sleeepp

yeahhh... such a boring weekk ehh?? welll, good thing iss, my lovely adekkk, Hudaaa, has been there accompannying me. (:

heeh. SMSed for long hours... and wooh big bucks prepaid burned up mann !! lolx (x

den,last nitee, after went for night prayer [terawih], me and my fren,syaraf planned to go Qiamulai uhhh... but then, tak jadi.. cause he told me he not physically readyy... apadaaa...

yeahhh,,, at tht time, i was on the comp, chatting and facebooking. (:

chat ngn adekku tersayang. yeahhh. well, she was sharing with me her relationship probs. -sigh-

adekku tersayang, i hope you will make your decision someday,alwites?? just berdoaa and pray that Allah shall guide you in making a fruitfull decision. (:

Abang lovess u and will always be by your side through thick and thinn. (:

yeahhh, thenn, at abt 12 midnite, my adekk wann sleepp alreadyy luhhh, too tiredd luhh kann..

then, heh, nyanyikan dierr "twinkle2 lil star" luhhh,, jady, my lil' sweety cn have a gud nite sleep. (:

yeahh.. till here, alwites ! love ya alll. (:

peace out,

AzfarDAJiwang

sept hoollee

2009-09-12T18:51:00.002+08:00

one week of holsss..endinn soooon.. D:

welll, anyway, here is list of wot i did during the hols. :D

monday- got math and sci remedial till 12. den, lepak at skewll... den go homeee... reach around 1:30 (lol!)

tuesday - BOREday ! at home, sleep,wake up, bathe, study, smses... =/

wednesday - welll, went airport to study wif some of my classm8s and brought my lil deary along [ Hudaa ] (:.

woahhh... first time sehh i blurr2 especially at the airport....lolx..

meet hudaaa,erra,fi'la, kiankok, enqing, mohaid at tamp inter small mac to go together...

woahhh... wait for the 3 boys till like 11:40 sia... actually planned at 10:45...yeppss,, den, we take train and go airport. :D

okieee, sooo,here it goesss. :D

first, go term2, try to seach for viewing hall.. but den, the staff there say it's under renovationnn...

den,, we follow kiankok and enqing.. they wan go mac for lunch.. den, mee,hudaaa, erra and fila study luhh outside there while waiting for fai'zah and nadiah... yepps.. den, sometime before they 2 arrivedd... we all kene halau seh... the staff say cannot study at macc... woahhhh badddieeeeeee D:

hahaks.. den, we all jalan2 go term3 viewin mall. not crowded luhh.. we sit on the floor and do our work...

to tell euu e truth...only me and hudaa was concentrating suhhh.. the rest all... omg.. play2..listen song.. watch vid.. >.>

hahahks.. den, abt 2, me and hudaa left for our Rawy at Masjid Istighfar. Took Mrt to PasirRis inter, then, go to e mall there and wait for hudaa to change for the Rawy thinggy... yeps..

den, we both go there together... hahak, my first time going there, so a lil nervous... hahk, and for hudaa, it was her second time. :D

to tel euu e truth,, i didnt noe anythin abt it till she told me about it on sunday. :D

thkss lil dear. (:

Thursday - Friday

well, these 3 daysss, i volunteered as Al-Istighfar mosque with my kawan, Nurul Hude. (:

It's part of an activity,RAWY [ Ramadhan Active Week for Youth]. We played some fun games... yeps yeps ! funnn ! hahak, den, we help to pack bubur and help to distribute to peoples visiting the mosque... funn tau ! dapat pahale lagiikk.. xD

hahak. we went together.. but balek sendiri.. hahak.. haf to give her some personal spacee luhh..

Saturday...

in e morningg, Huda smsed me.. ckp yg dher nk giii Night of Power [Qiamulai] at Masjid Sultan, along with the Masjid Al-Istighfar youth club. sigh, im gonna miss her smses for 24 hours++. ):

gonna get lonely and bored alone... awwhhh ):

welll, will miss u, lil girl and takke care aights ! be back home safe and sound !! (:

welll, i cantt got cause im gonna be quite busy this weekend and also, tomoro im visin my Allahyarham and Allahyarhamha's perkuburan. -sigh-.

yeahs. den, rite nw, i also just got back luhhh... tady, gi shopping kat tm,cq and t1 wif my elder bro. gi shoppin utk beli baju2 ngn jeans for raye luh.. nak dekatt luhh knnn... hahaks.. welll, i bought 3 helai baju, ngn 1 sluar jeans... woooh besh !

hahaks. sampai sini luhh aku tuliskan "blog"[dlm bahase mlayu ape uhh??wahahaha] aku ini... chiaooo !!!

take careee aighhtss, readerrsss???

signs,

AzfarDAJiwang

gerek jgk uh narii..

2009-09-04T20:51:00.002+08:00

jadi nari... nari ok2 jugak luh... skola cam normal, pastu abes uhh... npcc tak ade drills/campcrafts... maen game! gerek !

for the first try, i noe how to use chopstick ! wooo !!

but then later on,,, woah... piakkkk.. cant use alreaedy... wahahaha..

well, one of the game, need to use chopstick and carry a marble from a container to a chair... kinda easy luh.. but for me... HARD !

den...yeah, play fill up the bottles using wet sponge..... fun siol !!! my pants all super wet... k luhhh, frankly speakin, im the wettest !!! =//

wahahahaha...den, play captains ball using water balloonnn.... i think, about 8 water balloons/more drop to the ground and burst uhhh.. =//

haha, thats all for npcc.. den, dismissed at 5:00..den, lie on the bench on the canteen till 6:10, den go home ! wooh... took bus around 6:30, reach home 7:20... almost 1 hour..dono why..then, terpakse uhh, buke puase dlm bus...bubble teeeaaa oii ! besh !

opp opp, lupe nk "add in"

2009-08-25T21:05:00.002+08:00

okayyy, tadii previous punye post luper nak add tiss part luh.. mase nk leavin the Jamiyah Home, Elya*KawanAekAku cakap.. dier nye dreams..

"kalau aku da besar, aku nak kawin laki yang kaye kaye kaye

pastukan, aku akan datang balik ke sini sini sini.

pastu da kaye, aqu donate satu million million million million (itu da macam 1000000,000000,000000 kaye o.O)

pastu, aqu akan jage jage jage orang2 tue kat sini hari hari hari !

nanti, anak2 aku, akan aku bawak dorang keee sini sini sini !"

haha, tu la si kawan aek aku nye dreams..

signs,

azfarDAJiwang

nari !

2009-08-25T20:07:00.002+08:00

jadi narii...narii ok2 luh.. sampai skola 7:30.pastu uat keje skola math.. den rehearse utk history skitt... math..ok2..blaja spheres,hemispheres ngn tk tawu uh...chim uh dehh pastu dep..ok2..den yayaya..blablabla... 2:15 skola abes ! fuhh gerek !! pastu.. aku, elya ngn budak2 guitar semue gi Jamiyah Home for the Aged uh.. or.. Darul Takrim... aru masok je..ati da terbelah due seh aqu.. :( k luh,, kene jage perasaan hati... im a guy.. pastu, ade pompuans lagi.. klw nk :'( maluuknn, haizz.. k luh, den, we all jalan2, den go to this like gathering hall... me, imran and elya cam cakap2 bersembang ngn dis nenek luhh. her cerite is quite sad actually... aqu tk nk tuliskn luh di sini... takot2 klw aku..yeahh..tkleh jage my perasaan... den yeah, me, imran and elya janji..end of year, we all will revisit lagik skali. =) sedih tauu, tengok warga2 emas macam... tidak dipedulikan oleh anak2 mereka sendiri... aku actually da trained my voicebox luh dari pagi.. so, plannin cam nak nyanyikn utk dorang satu lagu jiiwannggggg.. tapi, kesuntukkan mase.. den, mase utk balik luhh... aku betol2 goin to rindu tis place.. the last time aku datang was like 6+ years ago.. lamer seh.. haha..pastu kiteorang temankn imran gi prime market.. he go beli air..aiyooo tk puasee... haha jkjk.. den we all alik uhh. aku temankan si elya, kawan baek aku alik uhh, sal aku nk gi masjid, pastu we both talked pasal bende paranormall..den yeapps.

den,, bye2 uhh.. she go back home, i go straight masjid.... matii2 plannin nk amek bubur.. tapi before tht, aku gi smbhyg asar, tahiyatul masjid and qadak zuhur dulu luh.. pastu.. da abes smbhyg... nk amek bubur.. da abes.. D=

k luhh, sampai sini jer... penat lah dey... 5:40 sampai rumah..

Take care !

AzfarDAJiwang

hmmmm

2009-08-07T15:27:00.002+08:00

hey all ! amm back !! xD

otayyy, so todaee,,, i borroewed Haziq*BrothersForever's red shirt uhhh...yep yep

-sigh- no red shirt uhh. =/

and oohhh guess wot, now it's an equality that well, he wore my uniform once and i wore his shirt... brother siol.

tapi, the tightness, semacam punye sexy... wakakakakakakaka

hahaha, den i was helping out at this "cocacola drink stall uh" quite fun siol. shout like hell to draw in customerss.. and oo yeahh, i didnt shout just for my own stall, i helped the other 2 stalls near mine. !! xD

yeps, but too badd,, my stall business too goood till no more stock already in less than 30 mins ! wakakaka.

anywayy, just now i bled my knuckle when smash-punchin the ices.. ooouchhhhh =/

selenge kan? hahaha.

haha yep, then all end uh. go back home wiff nikesh,sufian and haziq*bro. took 39 and byee..

den, jst nw go back frm friday prayers... was rainin super heavily siaa... shirt and pants all wett... super sexy luhh.. wahahaha, otay,, till here all !

signs,

AzfarDAJiwang

ahhhhhhhh

2009-08-06T19:15:00.003+08:00

yooooo ! xD

da lamer uhh tk update...hohoho ! so, nariii ok jugak uh...... haha !

sooo,, tomorro, 3-quarter of my class will be doing a forfeit..chicken dance.. in the CANTEEN ! ggrr!! ._.

and ummm, even worse, i i need to do one more forfeit.. because i don haf a red shirt... dammnnnn laaaaa

why must miss tan be soo cruel??? ggrrr. >:(

haha, till here all ! and, haf to come to skul tmr by 7:30... sigh

so sad luh.

wokay, tired tired... anything sms me

signs,

AzfarDAJiwang

offcifiaialyl FOURTEEN !! DOINKKK. xD

2009-08-04T17:02:00.002+08:00

wooh ! wot dayy uhh todayy????

4 august !

waadddD???

4 august !!!

waaddDD?????

4 august !!!!!!! mwineee bdayy ! woo ! xD

hahak, soooo, nth muchh uhh todaee, just bday wishes and of course,,, a teddie bear gave from my adek.

hahak ! thanks my dearr adekk. (:

andd oooohhh, today is my last paper for common test ! yippees !

haha, and yepp, thanks to Elya Deeannaa tooooo... keep on sayin happpiiiiee birthdayyyy jiwanggggggggg...

hahak ._.

yepppos, till here all ! dont forget mieee present ! xD

signs,

AzfarDAJiwang

nari? ok2 uhh.. cume mendak skit uhk.

2009-07-31T22:36:00.003+08:00

hyLoz! AzfarDAJiwang is heree backkk .:D

nariii, ok2 uh, nt bad. 4 days to go. hoho ! xD

anywayyzzz, a big big big big big big big big big big big big big big big big big big big big big big big big big big big big big big big big big big big big big big big big big big big big big big big big thank euuu to addek ku,

Puteri Nazirah Bte Hadi Putra ! xD

for her little teddy bear that she gave me just now at T1. heheh. (:

so, nari ok uh.. dry shoot not bad. cume keep on terlupe cam ane nak unload the bullest.. haha !

ok byezzz,

signs,

take caress,,

AzfarDAJiwang

JIWANGGGGGGG !!!!!!!!!!!

2009-07-30T18:48:00.003+08:00

heyyy ! AzfarDAJiwang is back ! xD

nari, ok2 uh.. gerek jugak...

hehehe, Flu Pandemic Jiwang telah merebak ke 4 lagi budak di kelas bahase melayu saye ini. ! xD

Victims of Flu Pandemic Jiwang - ElyA! ShikIN! ErRA! KhAI !

wooooh. jiwang forever !

hahak, and nari, i tink, first time my kawan2 dengar me nyanyi lagu2 jiwang sampai tak ter-angkat beb ! sampai cikgu Daniel pon cam... irritated seh.. HAHA !!

biase uhh...biasenye, im noen as a budak pendiam.. hohoho ! tapiiiieeee, tadiiii... fulemak ! kecoh Jiwang siot !! ahahaha.

conferm satu kelas terdistracted... tapi, sape kesah ! hahak.

Well, till here Jiwangers,

AzfarDAJiwang. (:

serempak perr azfar??? hahaks.... o.O :P

2009-07-19T20:23:00.002+08:00

hahak, today wake upp at 7:300 uhh.. den, wake up straight away make chocolate cake. saulty and sour uh... still, suppperrr nice. =D

den, 8:05 go to my teens a.l.i.v.e. class uhhh, kinda late sia. buttt,, not supppperrrrr late like always... yay me ! azfardajiwang*DABEST ! HAHA

wokay.. then, throughout the class, got like someone look at me uhh. then, of course uh, need show respect rite... look back. =/ hehe

okay okay. den look back at dier. she had quite nice eyes uh... first time siaaa i exaggeratin this and hmmm, im nt being mat gatal mane eh.. okkk..... purposely type small2 so u all cannot read it. MUAHAHHAHAHAHA hahaks.

yeah uh. thought she was lookin at my fren aka *cousin* haha. then, i just look at her uhh...welll, strangely. wierd uh, first time i look at people super long suhh... haiyo. wokayyy and hmmmmmm,,,,, being thinkin abt wots up wif e stares uhhh since just now till now..., haha

-sigh-

wokay, bbbubbyee jiwangers !!

Signs, AzfarDAJiwang

so soon...hmmm

2009-07-02T16:51:00.003+08:00

well, schools finally back and time for to be more serious.... first of all, we have a new teacher, miss gwen ho.

she'll gonna be my new form teacher and will be teaching my class english. our former form cher, miss tan, will take over as a co-form. well, frankly speaking, miss gwen ho is kinda nice teacher. she's unlike most teacher. she has a jovial disposition that's super friendly. and her "grandmother stories" are superbly interesting too, and most of my classmate enjoys it alot. in fact, everyone is gratefull that she replaces miss lim soo heng ! >:P

and oohhh, me new timetable is excellent too ! omg ! everyday, excluding monday, i only need bring books for 2 subs... syiok sia...confirm beg gonna be super light ! xD

haha, and am feeling great to be back to skewl ! gonna studyy harder from now onwards. (=

signs,

AzfarDAJiwang

memories....

2009-06-12T16:54:00.004+08:00

yes, memories as mention in the title, and so too, the poem....

memories.... my past was so dark and yet so bright, sometimes, there's just nothing...

walking down my memory lane, back 7 years ago...

there was once a friend, a dear friend....

she once appeared into my darkness hole and shed light, but now, where is she?

her smile was so beautiful, her tears was always shed by me, her laughter is my beat.

my life has been in quiteness and darkness ever since our life path separated.

i'm fighting to search for happines that is cease off my life, perhaps temporarily....

these are the things i miss most in the earlier part of my life.

perhaps if i shall be able to see her again.....

please contact me at +65 83368965

Quiet Emotions

by Judy BurnetteI always wanted more from you
than you were willing to give;
So now we've gone our separate ways
each with different lives to live.

The bond will always be there
the friendship always intact;
But the time for us has come and gone
and the pages of time, you can't turn back.

I will always be a friend to you
and wonder how you are;
The smiles and laughter I will remember
and our fights have become painless scars.

Sometimes on those busy days
when you've a thousand things to do;
Please let me glide slowly through your mind
and spend some time with you.

In that quiet moment
when you're surprised to find me there;
Just remember even with the distance between us
I am still someone who cares. http://www.netpoets.com/poems/lost/0319008.htm

love~life ? sorry, not at this age.

2009-06-06T15:38:00.005+08:00

rejects people twice, and rejected as friends once.

some peoples have asked me if i will go on a relationship or do i have someone in my mind now.

perhaps, i have someone in my mind, but, is being rejected even as to be friends.

perhaps, i will learn to let something i love go. if it comes back, it's mine. if it never comes back, it never was.

to me, love shall go with the flow of life and trusts.

whoever i am bound and destined to love someday, even temporarily, i shall love her with the flow of life, show her trust, care, and lights of life.

well, i wanted to let the feelings go, but, i dreamt about her last night, was a nice dream. perhaps, i shall have patience.

i will wait for the time i will be able to see her again...

Things I Love About You

by Anthony West

Your eyes
which first held me captivated
where I stood.

Your smile
to dazzle the sun
and warm every corner of my soul.

Your voice
like a sparkling mountain stream
which flows into my heart.

Your walk
and the way your gracefulness
takes my breath away.

Your hair
about which I dreamed
cascading into my face
as you leaned over me.

Your hands
whose caress I crave
to hold my face
in their tenderness.

Your arms
I long to have around my neck
as you pull me close
to your warmth.

Most of all
everything you are
changed the way I feel about my life.

I love you.

june 5th

2009-06-06T15:10:00.002+08:00

well, yesterday was a different day than always. my fam had a "kenduri arwah dan doa selamat", so yeah, most of my relatives and some of my brother's friend came. the Doa-s start after our Maghrib Prayers. It was a very peacefull momment when everyone in the house surrendered to God for help and mercy for the Lates and my brother who will be going NS nxt week. ok, so, after all is done, the guests ate the food that are already being set for dinner for everyone.

fun time - kak idah's birthday ! xD

2009-05-31T18:15:00.002+08:00

well, had a great time last evening(30th may) celebrating kak idah's birthday.
me, abang nas, kak leen, kak tasha, danish and kak idah went to swensen at plaza singapura to celebrate the birthday.... super syiok uhh... first time eat a salmon dish (salmon n mushroom baked rice)
haha, then, after we finish all the main dishes, we ate took some photos together and ate some ice-cream... ooohhhhhhh

haha, then, kak idah's received some present frm us... gt perfume and this barbie doll(girlzz..ughh)
yeah, finished all, we go to this shop "build-a-bear workshop" shop.... we go there admiring all the cute plushies around and yeah.. after it went home... home sweet home....

anyway, am having a cold right now, so yeah... try to stay away from me, dont wanna spread my virus around. =/

my mood since morning..hmmm

2009-05-28T19:33:00.001+08:00

If only the world could see what I feel
then, would the world, know who I am
I've loved, lost and feared the world
for it is sometimes too much to bare

Control, power, is what I fear
for I am weak inside and full of pain
I shout and cry, but knowing
there is nobody there to hear me
I swallow the shame and anger
that lies beneath me

I am lost to reality and living in time
Though I am struggling through life
and all that it offers, I am only human
and that is what makes me . . . Me.

Still, I wish for the happiness and pleasure
that I have earned, but realize that, I have
not yet overcome the world's greatest challenge

Love! and how to accept it -
I am ready to face my fears

Despair

by Kimberly
http://www.netpoets.com/poems/sad/1343001.htm

sports daze =)

2009-05-27T21:04:00.002+08:00

whad a beautiful wednesday morning(ouhk ouhk...being gila again)

woke up tis morning at 6:30..while my fone alarm sounded at 6:00, suppose i was super tired...quickly went bathe, go change and take bus to e stadium....sports day uhh.... confirm super boring.. =/

yeah, thought i was late and was like brisk walkin like some...donno wot to say uh...super mad ah.... wasted my time....stupid teachers, especially whoever who planned the sports day....we are suppose to assemble by 7:30, and the march past was at 7:55 SIAL!!!!!!

k uhhh.... the first programme of e day was lower sec class cheer finals..... we all did superb... i gotten my steps all right. ((= the only ting tht spoiled was the song uhhh... we donno why it suddenly stopped...then, ****** miss munirah... we haven't finish... she anyhow say.... "lets give our hands for class 2E !!!!!!!!!!!".... ohemge

well, at least we were professional and brave enough to continue with our cheeers and to end it all up without showing any tempers infront of the whole skewl...

alright..then..wait and wait till it ends.... and oohhh anyway, SEC 2E WON SECOND IN THE CLASS CHEER COMPETITION AND ALSO A SECOND FOR OVERALL IN SEC-2 SPORTS COMPETITION. :)

3 cheers ! 3 cheers ! 3 cheers for 2E ! heep~heep ! hooorrrrrrraaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyyyy !

ouhk, then finally it all ends.... and its time for some socccccccaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

played soccer wif my frens and our sec 1s juniors uh... then, gt these sec 3s bullshits go and argue with us.....they'd been lyke playin at the street soccer court for like some time already, and we've been playing at the in-line skatin court for like less than 10 mins uh......ohemgeez

tell us to get out cause they wanna play and they need more space cause got more people...WTF SIAL then, i just walk out wif my blistered legs and my team-mates uhhh...kufc

thennnn....haziq*BrothersForever and afiq came uh..... at the same time the place was super hot like hell uhh... so, afiq brings my other friends to go swimming.... me and haziq*BrothersForever continued playing for a while uh.. then, 4 other students frm my batch came... we play 3 vs 3

my team won, although i had to be keeper even wif my blistered legs. ((=

then, me and Haziq*BrothersForever had to go, kinda late already... we go Iecon, buy some drinks, then, over there saw afiq, haikal, fadhudhu, faiz and his mataer uhh..... they go play at dorm, then, me and haziq lepak and talk2 at the bench infrnt of the Iecon...

then...gtg, we take 293 go inter..then, walk to 7-eleven uh... bought 3 slurpees(don say wth first uhh)for my bro,my mom and miiiself uh...yeah.. forgotten to take straw.. -.- luckily haziq*BrotherForever reminded me...phew......haha, kekek(funny) and slenge(retarded) skit uhh... too tired already uh..blistered legs somemore =(

yeah, then we WALK back to inter and yeah... go back home...

quite a kekek day uhh todayzzz ((=

my world will be less kekek without my bro ! Haziq, brothers forever bro !

wooo ! 2E cheers to the finals !

2009-05-22T21:02:00.005+08:00

wooo !! great day todae ! jyeahh !!!

first of all, lets start wif our class cheer competition...

we had only 4 practices..2 at stadium, 2 at schoolllll, most of it screwed up.....the attendance, the guys moves, timing all !!! omg..... then, the day arrived, yesterday, 21st may 2009..SUPER gabra.... the day finally arrives... woah... the cheers were loud and clear enough, then, the girls were SUPERBBBBLY EXCELLENT ! WOOH !!! us guys... arghh... screwed up the timing [luckily it was silenced and noone(the judges and audiences) didnt noticed]. The other classes were quite great, some also are copyrighted 'original', like 2G.. haha... yesterday went well and was supa tired..so went home to get ready to go for my elder bro's graduation at Temasek Poly....

woah, then just now morning assembly when they announced the classes that are qualified for the finals.. i was like.. hmmm...

actually, nt tht i wasn't glad uhh.. just that the person who mentioned the classes qualified didnt say clearly..... i remembered them saying, some of the class are shortlisted, and when they mentioned my class, i thought we are shortlisted..so yeah, would have scream like hell sia >.<

haha

so, yeah... will have to get ready for the finals, next wed at the tampines stadium.. Sports Day too... 4 more pratices to go.. its ok, its ok... patience and endurance are my *marked* virtues. ((=

ok... time for npcc now !!!

woah, time fly so damn fast... had npcc just now... my uniform was quiet well done, then we had drills and the damned sun melted my neutral kiwi... ARGHHH!!!!!!!!

then, we had to do changing parade... was given 7 mins and we were late by 2 mins.. luckily no pumpin( new batch of ncos take over) phew...

then, we had to do campcrafting.. woah, first time i managed to re-learn the different knots all at a fast rate.. phew...

then, we played floorball... there was 5 teams, if im not wrong.. and yeah,, my team was champion for the first round..yeah.. then, second round, was beaten by the other team.. >.<

my games was super funny uhh.. everyone was laughing around... at me..falling down(ugh...so rude) actually, they all thought i purposely made myself fall uhh... the soil was quite slippery uh and i was like struggling to get myself to that super tiny ball.. >.<

yeah, and at the same time today, my 39th batch gotten the Total Defence Silver Badge... wooo !!!!!!

ouhk, thts all for today, night2 to those reading...

stallkkkkedddd !! =P

2009-05-14T17:47:00.002+08:00

wooh ! last exam today.. mother tongue oral...happy uh.. from tomorrow onwards can chill...rest all that.. haha..

so...after exam.. go meet my fren uh.. then..around him got so many girls sia.. freaky scary.. jk...

then about 3 liddat... my fren, his gf and his gf's frens go mcd uh..they ask me to go along.. but i lazy go uhhhh..... then.. saw my fren..ran to him..asked him go mcd with me.. go stalk them..MUAHAHAHAHAHAH HAHA

me and my fren go run to the mcd and get somethin first uh.. then we both sit outside..then.. was abt to order my meal uh..then my fren and the 3 gals reached already.. so fast..woah...hahah..then just mind own business lorh... they all go sit inside..my and my fren sit outside... then.. we stare2 at them and smile smile ahah ;P

then about 3:50 liddat they leave already.. we also follow uh... but.. we pretend going the other direction...they didnt see us, i hoped......and was away like 10m from them o.o

then....they walk..i dono uh go where.. then.... i just take bus.. tata..home sweet home..

AzfarDAJiwang

just some sharingg ((=

2009-05-10T16:59:00.003+08:00

Count Allah Azzawajal's Blessings

If you have food in the refrigerator, clothes on your back, a roof overhead
and a place to sleep ... you are richer than 75% of this world.

If you have money in the bank, in your wallet, and spare change in a dish
someplace ... you are among the top 8% of the world's wealthy.

If you woke up this morning with more health than illness ... you are more
Blessed than the million who will not survive this week.

If you have never experienced the danger of battle, the loneliness of
imprisonment, the agony of torture, or the pangs of starvation...you are
ahead of 500 million people in the world.

If you can pray in a Mosque without fear of harassment, arrest, torture, or
death ... you are more blessed than three billion people in the world.

If your parents are still alive and still married ... you are very rare.

If you hold up your head with a smile on your face and are Truly
Thankful... you are Blessed because the majority can, but most do not.

If you can read this message, you just received a double Blessing in that
someone was thinking of you, and furthermore, you are more Blessed than
over two billion people in the world who cannot read this message at all.

Have a good day, count your Blessings to Thank ALLAH Azzawajal, and pass this along to remind everyone else how Blessed we all are. Alhumdulillah!

Indeed, His Creations are The Best, as He Is The Best of all Creators.

Count Allah Azzawajal's Blessings

From Im a Muslim & Im Proud! (Facebook)

sleeppppp wholeeeeeee dayyyyyy

2009-05-09T20:08:00.002+08:00

woah... slept at 3 am today.. insomniacc uhhh.. then.. chat2 wif my akak angkattt on msnn ((=

thenn before tido.. txt dier.. sayang akakkkkkk (((=

sweet kan?? ahahah lol

den bangun kol 6:45.. sembahyang.. pastu check smseseseses jap..pastu TIDO alik ! ahahah

bangun kol 9:15 plak.. mandi.. mkn..tgk tv.. basuh kerete.. pastu kol 2:30 gitu TIDO ALIKKK WOOOOOOOOO ! AHAHAH

tadyy.. kol 6:40 pm wake up again !! wooh ! my parents go expo.. before tht go "jemputan".. then, my relative came... like a family reunion uh.. skarang tgh main comp jap.. nnti tido uh !!

NPAP ! actual day over already. =(

2009-04-22T13:19:00.003+08:00

woah.... NPAP finally over.. sad sia. =(

met lotsa friends there... Phyllis, Haziq, Syukri, Magesh, Matthew, Justin, Syarifah, Khalis..... will always remember them in my memory !!!! (=

my trainer, Sir Rahimi, gave us a rating of 92% for our drills during the actual day ! wooot !!

and the other 8% is for us to work on our ownselves personally. (:

(4-3-2-1) MASS FLAG 2 !

As he says, Once a Mass Flag 2, Always a Mass Flag 2 !

dilemma still strikes my mind if i wanna continue as FlagBearer or change a bit.. miss some of my friends, then, who knows if Rahimi Sir will take us again ! woot !!

well, throughout the trainings, i have never once been a casualty or absent, except for my muar trip. (=

ouh, and a piece of good news ! noone in my contingent casualtied or fainted during the actual run itself. (:

to Mass Flag 2s reading this, im gonna miss you all loads !!!!!!!!!! (:

AzfarDAJiwang

BAD DAY !!!

2009-04-22T13:08:00.003+08:00

21st April

woah ! bad day sia today...first of all, come school, then i was like coughing and coughing... well, dry cough... =/

feel like headache, then asked my friend, khairul, for some panadol... cause he brings first aid kit with him anywhere ! woaw ! temperature was 37.3 degrees celsius.....

then, on the way back home, my bag the zip spoilt ! ARGH !! now cannot zip.

then, night2 lor... just realise that i seriously have fever.. my temp. shot up to 38.9

then, super tired, i go sleep lor... was sleeping with my bed filled with my sweats..... fan aimed other directions, then, with blanket covering my whole boddy. =/

22nd April

woke up at 6:50. had my prayers, then go take my temperature.

now, its even WORST. 39.2 DEGREES CELCIUS !

then, go to the docts lor.... to get some medicine..... the receptionist took my temperature and it was 39.7, OMG ! HIGH FEVER !

but, strange thing is, i feel perfectly ok, except for my temperature.

well, MC for 2 days, starting today ! no school for me tomorrow ! (:

well, to end it off, i hope that those reading this will feel well,,, sorry for me. (ehem ehem)^.^

byez !

AzfarDAJiwang

HeyZ!

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HeyZ ! just created a new bloggieee here..... not much on,,,, feel free to browse through and see if there is any way ya guyz can helpz me out ! =D

★✩★Azfar♣♣DaJiwang★✩★

moved !

some loooooooooooooooooooooong updates. ;D

Leaving

short note.

1 weeek enjoyament. (=

★✩★AZFAR♣♣DAJIWANG★✩★

QuizO

taklehh angkatttsss.....

to mom:

FuyOh FuyOh FuyOh !

sun rising ! ^.^

farewell...

I've made promises to you. But, what does promises meant to me?It is to be preserved and to be broken when the right time comes...this is called sacrificing.

Once our path are set to be separated, we will no longer be as close as before.

But, i want you to know.....

It takes a long time for me to fully remove someone from my life.

Even now, there is someone who has been in my mind for 8 years.

I'd answer your call if you'd call,

I'll answer your sms if you textes,

I'll answer your bed-time cries.

All in the midst of quiet and calmness...And to make our departure ends peacefully such that you'd have good night sleeps,

i have a small gift of a token of appreciation to you for being a someone.

I shall hand it to you this Sunday, 18th Oct. 09 Smiles always, alright? Treat our departure as a separation...perhaps temporarily.

Till then,Assalamualaikum,Azfar Hakim

kate2 terakhir utk adiik terindah?

worn out....

smwilee? (:

penattt ! ugghhh ! =/

BOOMZ !

nariee !

heyz !

decision...

rayeee !

The Wishing Star

ramadhan and syawal

sept hoollee

gerek jgk uh narii..

opp opp, lupe nk "add in"

nari !

hmmmm

ahhhhhhhh

offcifiaialyl FOURTEEN !! DOINKKK. xD

nari? ok2 uhh.. cume mendak skit uhk.

JIWANGGGGGGG !!!!!!!!!!!

serempak perr azfar??? hahaks.... o.O :P

so soon...hmmm

memories....

Quiet Emotions

love~life ? sorry, not at this age.

Things I Love About You

june 5th

fun time - kak idah's birthday ! xD

my mood since morning..hmmm

Despair

sports daze =)

wooo ! 2E cheers to the finals !

stallkkkkedddd !! =P

just some sharingg ((=

Count Allah Azzawajal's Blessings

sleeppppp wholeeeeeee dayyyyyy

NPAP ! actual day over already. =(

BAD DAY !!!

HeyZ!

I've made promises to you. But, what does promises meant to me?
It is to be preserved and to be broken when the right time comes...
this is called sacrificing.

All in the midst of quiet and calmness...
And to make our departure ends peacefully such that you'd have good night sleeps,

Till then,
Assalamualaikum,
Azfar Hakim