penattt ! ugghhh ! =/

heeh, been a long time since i last updated. =/

okayy okayy, so saturday..

saturday, me, fahmi,khai, shikin, faezah, fai'zah, nadiah, elya,suaidah and fi'la go jalan2 raye together uhh..

1st house..fahmi..parent dier tkde kat umah..pastu, kirekan, dier tuan rumah seorang je uhh yng ade knn.. tapi, tk gune punye tuan rumah.. tak tawuu serve tetamu.. haiyo ! haha

2nd house gi rumah elya.. makan mee ape entah aku pun tak tawu.. cume makan je uhhh.. wahahaha !

3rd house gi rumah Suaidahh*junior uhh... her mom masak ayam masak merah with nasi ayam sedap seyh ! the sambal got on my throat's nerve. =/

heeh, but still, it's quite nice ! like it tho. o.O nxt year raye can cook again. woot !

4th house, gi rumah shikin/faezah. makan macaroni...fuhh sedapp jugakk luhh, not badd.. tapi, the thing is.. aku ade satu 'gene' dlm aku yng buat aku saket perot skit2 lepas makan makanan cam.. 'berat2' semuee..yeahhhh

5th house, gi fatiin nye condo.. fuiyooo ! adee atticc.. gerek seh ! pastu kat swimming pool dier, only 11 of us, aku maen lagu

'Your Call by Secondhand Serenade' kuat2 gile ! xD

cam gerek luhh, her house.. condo, ade attic, ade swimmin pooll semueeee... ***fantasizing*** hehehe

6th house, gi umah fa'izah/fi'la..good2.. not bad. cite hannah montana the movie.. bole tahan luhh.. heh

yeah ! then 7th house, rumah akuu.. da penat gile suhhh worn out ! da ngantuukk, yawnn semuee.. heeh

ye laa, aku, leh ibaratkan cam 'waiter'.. heeh, aku buatkan air untuk dorang semuee... mango juice.. amacam koorang, sedap tk? heeh, actually kan, mango juice is the hardest juice for me to make, especially when makin the perfect taste and healthy. (:

kayyy, noww.. narii ! SUNDAY !

kul 0150 pagi, my adiik tersayang smsed me. 'Abang, you awake dear?' heh. sowie sayang, my pp8 was burnt didnt get to reply back to you. :(

heh, den at 0625, she smsed me again saying that she cant go teens alive because her shirts all are nt ready yet.

hmmm, then, she arugued and tussled wif her mummy and at last gets to go for teens alive..

but, so sedih seh, her fone, her mom take. :(

doon worrie, ok, my dear adiik? earning one's trust is hard after a sometime of scar in the heart. give her some time, pray to Allah that He will open your mum's heart and see the nice side of you.

Abang will always be there to care and love for you, my dear adiik ! cheer up okiee, dear? (:

well yeahh, tht answers my question of why she's quiet and cramped when goin to teens alive class jst now. =/

heh, then nakk baliik, we both balik together uhh.. take 17... promised to arm wrestled in the bus at upper deck..last seat..

but...butt.. =/

when e bus arrive and go upper deck... the behind side soo crowded seyh ! woahhhh :'(

cant arm wrestle her...gggrrr!hmph ! heeeheehe. takpe, there's still more sundays and meet-ups to come, right, dear? >:)

muahahahahahaha.. hehehe..then, gooodie thing is, i managed to pinch her cheek twice ! hehehe. sowiee adiik if it hurttted =/

but, heheh, i've been wanting to do it ! (x

yeahh, sent my adiik till her house lift there luh, takot kalau pape jadi kat dier per otw. heh

pastuu, dahh.. take 17 lagi, balek umah ! fuiyooo... selerak suhh rumah ! wahahaha

bukan selerak barang2 uhh.. tapi, selerak makanan 'catering'.. my uncle ordered cause, he ade jemputan raye by his 'private group' yeps. heh

the tempat is.. bukit batok community clubb..

fulemakk.. aku leh kire cam 'mat tukang buat air'... refill water container tempat 'store' air syrup rose sampai 7-8 kali suhh.. heh, biase uhh, BROOJIwang buat air rose syrup JIWANG...tak lehh anggss ! conferm nak lagi ! wooh. heh

heeh, pastu, sampai setengah jam, aku carik rose syrup botol..da shortage suhh..

lerr, korang ingat aku kembang big big ni semueee, tkde keje laen perh? penat jugakk tauu.. bikin air semue...the rase have to be sedapp!

yeah, sampai sini je luhh, dalam kol 6:30 gitu, the 'jemputan hari raye' da abes.. pack up, baliik...

penattt seyhhh !! satu badan crampp.. ggrrrr !

heh, besok plannin nk gyy GYM ! (x

kayyy, till here peepos !

AzfarDAJiwang

BOOMZ !

yeahhh, BOOMZ! HEHEHE.. totally addicted to Risloww alreadyy.. heh

BIGINI ! ZEBRAA PRINTTS ! YOU KNOW, YOU KNOW?!?! HAHAHA (X

heeh... todaayyyy was greattt ! (x

last paper sehhh.. to myy dearestt adiikk,, Nurul Hudaa,, doon be jealouss tauu ! next whole week mee noo skewll !! muahahahaha hehehe

heheheh, anywayy knn, me and my adiik dh buat satu 'script/line' baru..

whenever she say 'abggggg meanieeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ',

i will sayy ' im justt beeinnggg niceeee and acts flattered !' woot ! (x

confiirm, she'll merajuk and show the cutee facee.. heehee, then cn take pic (:

pastuuu, tadi lepas last paper, teroosss gy GYMMM !!!! (X heh, target actually nak besarkan myy shoulderr musclee..tapiii, haixyo, keep on training my leg musclee.. in the end, balik rumahh.. jellwyy sehh ! wahahhahaha ! =/

next week, tuesday, wednesday,thursday,saturday, sunday, dahh plann nk gyy GYM lagiik !

tapii, most probably kat tampines changkat CC punyee luhh. (x

lepas work-out... dalam kol 1300 gituu, gi smbhyng jumaat luhh.. heh, pastu kat entrance masjid nmpk my kawan2 tnps lamer...wooh !!... aimanPrata(jiwa jiwanggg brooo ! (x ], shafiqq KangKANG...WAHAHAHA ! AMEKKKO ;P

pastu, we all smbhyng samer2 kat fieldd.. den gy street soccer court maen bola ! on the wayy, nampak budak2 ex-tnps lagiik ! naufal,hassan dannn, lagi satu ketot, terlupe plak namerr.. heheh

pastuu, dahh uhh.. penatt, mendakk semuee,, baliik..

den, aiman naik 34, kene gi punggol gy rumah nenek dierr(wooohh, granny's boy seyyy WAHAHAHAHAHA )

pastu, aku ngn si shafiq KANGKANG, gi inter, dier beli mcd, aku beli oreo peppermint... naek 293..baliiikkk !! heeh

anndd ooohhhhh, cnnt wait for tmr !! goin out with sec1s and sec2s go jalan2 raya ! (x

heheh.. alwiiites, till here, Jiwangers !

anythinn, do textt,yeaa??

With lots of Jiwang lovesss,

AzfarDAJiwang...

nariee !

hello people of the world !!!! hehehe (x

todayy,, gud2.. math paper2... kinda easy suhh ! wahahahhahaa...

then paper finish... walk to inter, buy oreo-peppermint ice blend..my fabvvv

heh...

yepss, then went back home...

go home, played abang nas's psp and then, on comp and listen to my jiwang playlist..!! hehe.

yeahh uhhh... heh, then at 1300, smsed my adek, where is she nww.. cause last nite we promised to go take the cip cert at masjid Istighfar together...

heh.. yeps, then waited for her and at 2:50 there then,, we board a bus 3 and go together uhh...

senyap2 jee seyhh.. haha..

my adekk... da 'case' ngantuk.. ape nk ckp luhh kan.. heh

hahak..den, after da amek the cip cert... hantar uhh my adekk balekk.. cause, she's kinda sleep and tired and takot kalau on e way, she pengsan or somethin luhh.. heh

yeah, reluctant to let her carry... hmmm, im being a nice abang, okayyyyyyyyyy????? :P

then.. hahak, took some candid pics of hers and she tried to snatch my fone awwayy.. but noooooooo wayyy, im 173 cm ! uu canot reach me... HAHA (x

yeahss, sent her to her block downstairs.. didnt haf any of her sibling's number to ask them to pick her up...

dennn, haiyoo.. naek.. turun balik... God knows wots she up to.. heh

yeaa,, den, i folo her go back to near the bus 3 there... talk2 awhilee.. she wanna delete some of e pic frm my fone, but -sigh-- to badd, adekk..

u need to go work out at gym before u can snatch it away frm mee.. hehe

yeahhs, actually, i didnt purposely wanna miss soo many busses(as mentioned in her bloggiee)... jst tht well,

i wanna sit downn termenung first...heh, its a once in awhile i get to see you tauu, adek..

heh, den ard 1610 den we walk off luhh... byee !

heeh. anyways to Soph (soto) [HAHA!] and my adekkk, last long forever tauu ! i'll always treat you both like my own adekk, although hudaa is the only one who is my adekk.. heeh !

tell mee if theres anything alright, you both??

heeh. alwites !

chiaooo !

back to lorong jiwang aku....

AzfarDAJiwang

heyz !

heyz ! being a long time since i updateee.. hehehe

anywayss, last few days being alright... exams all the way ! but, i think, i feel like im doing much better for my this exam. (x

yeahhh... welll, lotsa motivations from my loved oness,especially hudaa*adek and yeps, my teachers. (:

hehehe.

yeahhhs, then, tht time sunday, teens alive supe sYIOK !

hehehe. berjiwang throughout the class ! stuuuuuuuuuuupiddd danialll.. skarang, satu kelass da tawu aku Jiwangster seyh ! ugghhh ! heeh (x

then, our ustazah bring some kueh for us to eattt ! weeeeee (x

hehehe.

then kann, got one tis one snack... soo crunchy seyh ! heh.. till e crumbs all fall off frm my hand. heh..

thenn, evryone look at me... D:

hehehe... pastu, my ustazah tell me, next time bring bip. D: !

heh. then, till nw, my adekk keeeepp on tautin mee.. ggrrr ! heh

alwites, til here. (:

AzfarDAJiwang

decision...

sigh..my mind has been in a whirl these few days...sophian, hudaa, haziq..3 peoples that im trying my best to mentally come up with a decision...

hmm... at the same time, not contradicting anyone of themmm.. sometimes my feelings, i wonders if im faking them or if it's actually real...

haziq, my bro for lifee, i Swear, i will be by your side no matter what happens to you. I want you to be there for me bro. You picked me up when im down.. and, you confronted me when i slashed... You promised that we will be One Blood..hidup-mati....

to sophian and huda.. i hate myself... i hate myself for being a friction to both of you... your relationship. why must i come in between of a relatnshp that has been going for a long time already...

huda, as an abang, i've just want to be there for you and to care for you and to be your listenin ears... but, im afraid that i may have gone too far towards you, my dear adek. i just want you to be happy, with sophian...no matter what he does...

i'll be there for you to pick you up when you're down and when anyone dares to hurt you...

sophian... as a senior ahead of you, i just want you to know that im not someone who you may have thought i am in the first week...

im a fighter who defends others feelings and when my adek tells me about her downs when with you, i hoped that i could do something to make up for both of you... but, sighh, fate just contradicts me..

adek,,,feelings can come in a night, but it can slowly fades in the day... make a right decision and do not hurry into a decision that can hurt someone who loves you most and someone who you have loved.

these is all i've want to say.... do sms me if you 3 feels down about anything, alrites?

AzfarDAJiwang (:

rayeee !

alwitesss... time fliesss... soo cepatt seyhh.. tibalah hari keempat syawal.. haizzz.. perasaan rindu terhadap ramdhan masehh adee.. =(

anyway ! mase hari pertame dngn kedue hari raye... collectn cume... hmmm..secret ! heheh.. tapy, ok2 luhh, dpt lawat 6 rumah totall.. uhumm.. first dayy gii rumahh my paternal nenek, pastu to my first aunt. heheh, her sonn kann.. married to a muallaf tauu... amiinnn ((: pastuuu, gi rumahh my second senior aunt. (:

den, second day raye, we first2 gi rumah aunti ramahh, denn gi umahh pak ngn mak "etek". sampai skarangg, aquu ponn takk tawuu luhh kenape my mom's generationn panggil the couple "mak etek and pak etek". -sighhhh- wieerdd sehhh..

k luhhh,, thesee feww dayss, kat skuull quite mendakkk luhhh... gi skuul, blaja, balik, tidor. bangon, blaja... tuu luhhh my rutin seharian for these feww dayss semenjak selepass hari raye.. pastuu kannn,, at leasttt kann,,

adee my beloved adekk utk layann meee.. yeayyy !!! wooo ! hahaks... she promised me utk nyanyikan lullaby,,tapy sampai skarangg belum2 nyanyikan... ishhhhh... haiYooo =/

hahaks... anywaysss, a short poem for you yer, my dear adek?

itss for welll, thkkss for being a great listenin earr and someone yng understandss me alottt and always tryy to pick me upp when im down. (;

The Wishing Star "Stars are made for wishing on" My very best friend told me So I gazed upon an October night's sky And I picked the brightest star I could see I named my star Huda A very special name Now that this star had a title She was all mine to claim I thought about what I wanted Something that I could wish for But as I thought about my wish I realized Into this process should go much more Huda should know my thoughts Behind each and every wish So before I made my wish that night I told to Huda this I could wish for money Because my family is very poor However to be rich, money is not a necessity A person needs so very much more I could wish for that special someone to like me And say those three little words But love is a much more sacred link That comes on a path with thousands of curves I could wish to be famous To be someone other than myself But self worth is measured by much more than Having the most trophies on your shelf Instead I want to be rich in spirit Sound in soul and mind I wish that when I see the pot at the end of the rainbow Character is what I will find Instead I wish for understanding And courage in matters of love I pray I'll meet the special someone And through tough times we will rise above Most of all I wish for the ability to know and like Who I am and what I have become to be And I ask that you help me realize That I am special even if that's not what I always see I thanked Huda for listening to My wishes and my dreams And there she is shinning bright No matter how dark it seems Huda listens to all I say Even though she live in a world so far But no matter where either of us end up living She will always be my wishing star. (:

ramadhan and syawal

-sigh-. Ramadhan's leaving us soon and syawal's bound to arrive in a few hours time. Thank You Ramadhan for being the sweetest holy month of all months. BEcause of You, i have been able to controll my nafsu, my angers and my bad sides. I hope to meet you again next year,Ramadhan Ar-Mubarrak. And to syawal, welcome back after a year. I hope that this year's syawal will be as meaningfull as the Ramadhan has been to me.

I shall Miss all those who have left me for eternal life.

alwites. well, thiss week have been rather booooredddddd.. =//

yeapss... here's how the patternn goess

7:00 - go sch

3:15 -reach home

4:30 - sleep

7:00 - wake up and break fast.

8:00 - went for night prayers.

10:00 - arrive back home... do homework...play psp...sleeepp

yeahhh... such a boring weekk ehh?? welll, good thing iss, my lovely adekkk, Hudaaa, has been there accompannying me. (:

heeh. SMSed for long hours... and wooh big bucks prepaid burned up mann !! lolx (x

den,last nitee, after went for night prayer [terawih], me and my fren,syaraf planned to go Qiamulai uhhh... but then, tak jadi.. cause he told me he not physically readyy... apadaaa...

yeahhh,,, at tht time, i was on the comp, chatting and facebooking. (:

chat ngn adekku tersayang. yeahhh. well, she was sharing with me her relationship probs. -sigh-

adekku tersayang, i hope you will make your decision someday,alwites?? just berdoaa and pray that Allah shall guide you in making a fruitfull decision. (:

Abang lovess u and will always be by your side through thick and thinn. (:

yeahhh, thenn, at abt 12 midnite, my adekk wann sleepp alreadyy luhhh, too tiredd luhh kann..

then, heh, nyanyikan dierr "twinkle2 lil star" luhhh,, jady, my lil' sweety cn have a gud nite sleep. (:

yeahh.. till here, alwites ! love ya alll. (:

peace out,

AzfarDAJiwang